Assalamualaikum everyone! Sebelum kita go further dengan new entry for today, let's pray for those who are affected with flood in Lembah Klang will be under Allah's protection and all their affairs will be eased. Aamiin.
Reading news for today really shakes my heart hard. Banjir sana-sini, ramai orang yang kehilangan harta dalam sekelip mata, dan ada juga yang kehilangan nyawa yang tersayang dalam sekelip mata dek banjir yang melanda. People just feel a bit relieve when economics return to normal operation, adalah jugak income untuk survive post-covid ni, and now another test occurs for them to go through. Semoga hati-hati mereka kuat untuk hadap semua tu.
Not only that, watching how Malaysians put all their efforts and commitments to help those people around really touches my heart. Yang tolong tu pun bukanlah mewah sangat hidup dorang, but dorang mewah dengan rasa kemanusiaan dalam diri. You don't need a million ringgit in your bank account to be humane. It comes from within, the urge to help people around voluntarily and unconditionally. May all their efforts will be counted and rewarded here and hereafter.
Seeing all things happen lately ni somehow make me feel that, sebenarnya at the end of the day, kita memang need Allah dalam hidup kita. And a thing yang perlu kita syukur, when we still can remember Him despite the difficulties that happen. Takpelah if kita rasa malu sebab ingat Dia masa susah je, takpelah orang condemn kita sebab ingat Dia waktu ditimpa bencana je. Sebab itu memang kelemahan kita, itu memang nature manusia. Tapi malu and takutlah if kita langsung tak ingat dia masa susah, apetah lagi masa senang.
To be in the early phase of adulthood is really challenging. Yes, we do have so many options for our future, but somehow it makes us more confuse. Having options do not always ease you, but it gives you a hard time sometimes, when you are not knowing which option is the best for you. Kadang-kadang, I do feel tired bila fikir pasal future. What will I become in the future? Can I accomplish everything that I want to achieve? Is my plan suits me? Will everything go well?
Some people think I am in a rush. Yes, definitely. We have so many things to achieve, but we do not possess all the time with us. Some people think I need to slow down, yet I ain't activate my sprint mode yet.
I'm aware that I'm in rush, I am being too hard on myself, but I don't think I am being progressive enough, which I do not have to slow down my pace as I am not moving forward fast enough yet. Cuma everytime I pause myself, I fikir, "sebenarnya apa yang aku cari? sebenarnya apa yang aku kejar?"
And that moment I realise, betullah, if kita hidup ni berpaksikan dunia semata-mata, memang kita penat. Sebab at the end of the day, manusia ni fitrahnya memang nak be rewarded. And dekat dunia ni, only a few je yang akan acknowledge your effort. We need to impress our employers, our clients, but sometimes they don't acknowledge those efforts pun, which puts us into pressure and feels 'not good enough', and that's why kita penat.
But, if our main objective is to be the best servant of Allah, to gain His blessings and pleasures, in shaa Allah, kita tak rasa penat, sebab He is the Just, the Most Just of all judges (QS, 95:8). Surely, everything will be counted and evaluated fairly, and will be rewarded accordingly.
Thus, let's reset everything. Ask ourselves, "apa yang kita cari, sebenarnya?"
No comments:
Post a Comment