Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.
Today marks the 28th of December, 2021. 3 days left, and we will begin our journey in a new year, 2022. And today also is the date I submit my resignation letter, officially. I have drafted the notice since yesterday, but only have the courage to submit it today. Entah lah, lately ni banyak sangat aku langgar prinsip aku, which is, "don't start what you can't finish."
Last month, I ended my relationship with someone, and today, I am breaking up with my current job. There's several personal reasons why I decided to leave the company, and I hope this is the best decision. For a better me. I hope so.
Lepas hantar resign letter tadi, I felt empty. Ironically, I am the one who decides to quit, and I am also the one who feel sad. Lol. The same feeling I had when I was breaking up with him. I am the one who decides to end our relationship, and I am also the one who feels empty. However, I do believe, this sorrow, shall pass.
I look out to the window. The sky starts to become brighter than just now. Just like how the sky turns from dark to bright, I believe my own sky will find it's sunlight. Soon. Very soon.
And today, I decide to break up with my own heartbreaks. I nak tinggalkan semua rasa putus asa, rasa tak happy, rasa give up dengan life, rasa uselessness, hopelessness yang I dah bawak sepanjang tahun 2021, dekat tahun tu. For 2022, I want to start fresh!
2021 is really something,
I studied, then I graduated
I fell in love, then I broke up
I got hired, then I resigned
I tried, then I surrendered
I gained, then I failed
I loved, then I lost
365 days, filled with lessons.
2022, please be more gentle. I'm soft.
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