Assalamualaikumm everyone. I can say that this is a sneak peak before I start doing revision for my test tomorrow.
You know, lately ni, there are a lot of things that I am holding on. Banyak sangat benda yang I simpan dalam hati. Without letting anyone knows. But the more you keep it to yourself, the more you will hurt. But, to even tell it to someone it not an easy thing.
Sometimes, people tend to say "you push yourself too much." "You are being rush. Slow down." "You take everything seriously. Take it easy girl." And many more. Seolah-olah kita cam sengaja reka cerita tu semua, just want attention. Yes, in fact we need someone to hear ours. Tapi reaction mcm ni lah yang buat kita 'malas' nak bercerita.
Is it feeling sad a crime? Like, hidup kau, kau kena happy je, stay positive always, kau sedih, kau lemah.
But, one thing, you never know other's condition. Hidup orang lain, tak sama macam yang kau lalui. Jangan ingat everyone untung macam kau. We don't need your critics, we don't need your sarcasm, we need your support. But the way you try to console us, seolah-olah downgrading tau. Like, we are the criminal in our sad life.